果然,我喜欢把不开心的用写的表达,是因为我根本没有勇气得罪任何一个人.我就是懦弱, 我承认; 我表达能力很差, 我也承认, 我…很没用吧? 我认了…
就是因为我的懦弱, 无能, 所以才会开启了这属于我的小小世界, 我不在乎是否有人真的读我所写的东西, 因为重点在于, 当我小说话, 但又没任何一个人愿意听的时候, 我至少有个地方宣泄…
骗人的! 全都是自欺欺人的,哈哈! 我其实希望会有人去在意我所写的一切, 对我所写的事有所回音, 有所感触, 能感受到我写这些事情的时候的心情. 每个人都会有想要当 “重心点”的时候, 被人赞同, 所做的一切, 所提出的意见被重视, 就算不被取录, 但至少有机会表达一些意见. 但毕竟一组人里, 有太多的人想表达意见, 想争取表现. 所剩时间与机会 (让你发表的时候) 少之又少.
我常常听见这样的评论: 和谁谁谁一组真的不幸, 开会时他都不发一言, 不想加入, 没有好的想法. 现在还常常缺席. 被安排到和他一组真是有够倒霉的!
… 我会不发一言, 呆呆的望着这些人. 因为我会想,我是不是也是他们所说的其中一个呢? 回想起来, 我也都常常不发表意见, 不会给与建议, 无论在会议上, 还是任何的事情上, 我都选择了保持沉默.
为什么?很简单, 当一个人, 本来有很多事情要分享, 要建议, 要发表, 但很无奈的, 他根本就没有这个机会. 因为每当她要说话时,就会被所有人打断. 你很努力的想再解释, 在这时候, 就会有人把话题扯到了下个阶段. 你…要发表什么? 当一个人常常都被这样打断大象说的,想发表的想法是, 自然就会 “宁愿不说话”…
就好像现在, 原本还以为, 在我这小小的世界里能让我畅快的说一番, 表达一番…结果…哈哈!原来也会被打断的…我…还能做什么呢? 说的不行, 发表的也不行…现在就连在这小小的世界里畅快的写下自己的心情也被…打断了…我…决定以后都不说,不写, 也不谈…
对, 我只好承认…我表达能力很差…就像现在…
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someone's listening, or reading, rather. you know what's weird? The more digital and more inter-connected we become, the more lonely we become, somehow. Holed up in fornt of teh computer, blogging away or facebookinga away, somehow hoping someone in teh WWW will respond to us. it's not you alone, I'm guilty of it and I have a hunch several people are also guilty of it.
you know when people tell you they hate being with a quiet person and they tell it to you, chances are you're prob not one of whiom they dun like, otherwise theyd be talking behind you back. D so rejoice that ypou hear that, somehow. : )
anyways, yea, your opinionbs are pretty ineterseting, seriously. opoen your mouth at teh right time, cause listening is one very very precious skjill and not a lot of people have it, but ur gifted in listening. : ) use that gift wisely. :)
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